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Its the leap year again…

4 yrs later than u will see 29th feb again.. wahaha

am tired will blog abt what happened soon..

cheers

chel

study study study

My blog has been hybernating…. ha.. well, been busy busy busy. 24hrs seems not enough lah! Hm.. well, exams are rd the corner, its next wk! 25th-27th feb! What am i doin here online? ha. .. need to destress ah.

Been facing books the whole day tdy. Had cell b revision tdy. after which had lunch w usual clique, than headed home to study. I did cell b revision all the way. I only stop at abt 5 or 6 i guess. had dinner and continued w maths. Did the extra qns tt the lecturer gave n i finish it! ha. I am so tired now. Super. Brain cells are dead! haha.

Well, yest dinner w godcousins and godbro was fun n full of laughter! ha. Went to Marche at vivo. It was my first time there..  it practically took me a while to familarise myself there? Seein all the diff foods available? Shocking! haha.. sorry, call me a mountain tortise, but it was really my first time there. ^_^ ha. it took me so long to choose what i wanna eat. Seriously, i felt so out of plc n was like stonning at every counter i went. ha.

How undecisive can i be? haha. well, in the end i only ordered pasta and ice lemon tea. Can u believe it? Two items cost $14!!!!!!!! TWO!!!!!! Shared calamari and fruit crepe with cousins n godbro. Fruit crepe was a combination of banana and strawberries! haha.. coated with honey n side toppings were custard and caramel. haha. it was nice though! ha.

Back to y the dinner was funny. It seems that we are havin dinner cum a F&N session. tryin to tell my godbro the meat he was eating is PROTEINS! haha. After which it went to pyhsics! haha. how hailarious! ha. anyway, dinner was really fun. i enjoyed. really. It was kind of destresser for me though. with the exams comin n stress…

Finally u theatre and moe projects are done! Well *cross fingers* can ge at least a B? haha.. of course i hope for a Z but i know its not possible! hee.. well well… a few more days n exams will be over  again *cross fingers* to pass all.. ha. i really pray real hard.

Anyway. i guess my blog will hybernate again and will be back (dun know when). Ha.

Chel wish everyone all the best in the coming papers and WE SHALL ALL DO WELL N PULL OUR GPA UP! YES!

Jia you!

Tk care..

That’s all for now.

Nites…

now that i will let u go

but i guess i will still miss u.

New Year!

Happy New Year Everyone! I know its like 4th jan le.. but nevertheless hope this year would be a great year!

This blog has been collecting a layer of dust already.. =) hm.. well the year 2007 was really a year of fun, laughter, sadness n joy.

Firstly is gt into Tp n get to know so many of my lovely frens… n next is i gt into sub com of ASc club. get to know many pple there and they are really great to be with. you will be always filled with laughter.. with the usual ppl.. like kaiwen, mel, raq, cs, leslie.. etc.. haha.. these pple are just great. though am not really called to be in their grp but really enjoyed their company during ASc events. Not forgettin how we slought for our projects..hee n of course i found my soulmate! Man Hong!!! she is such a love.. love her loads. hee.. of course my clique in my class- yl, ghim, jenny n shameema… hee.. they are great too… <3

Well, it has been a very busy year n also great fun n of course there will be sadness too. The pple that i will remember in my heart n nv die- Uncle henry(church fren): u are really a great person, the loss of your presence is saddenin. Will always remember the bread u bake n the food u cooked for me to eat. U will live in my heart always. Its just a temp goodbye.

Let’s drop the topic, well, the year 2007 has been many ups n downs. heh =’( but still have to move on. think the greatest satisfaction is when i join ASc. My life has tremendously change thru ASc. Learnt many things frm them. Not only circle of frens widen… time also is so precious. Every min is so precious.

New year resolutions n wish:

-To do Super Well in my sem exam !

-To be more kind n patient to my enemies n love them!

-To get tt bag! haha =)

-Be more organised n do things well

-Be happy n healthy always. =) =) =)

Well, i gt to get off the comp to study HPI as hvin a quiz soon.

tk care n will update soon.

cheers

chel

All the best to everyone! <3

tired

Busy Busy Busy Busy…

Tired Tired Tired Tired

well, this wk i almost died. =(

Mon- Had 2 meetings. Actually morning was not really lah.. but met shu hui to show her the de shirt design n also updates on gifts. Stayed all the way till 3 for environmental meeting. In between i was like searching for more gifts and also lazyin around by watchin enchanted online.. hee.. its so swt ah the movie.. its so light n happy.. it indeed cheer me up a lil. though i felt i was dyin doin 2 projects at the same time. After which i have to leave for church at 6 i rushed there by cab as i am afriad i will be late for penitentail service.. hehe…

Tue: Went facial and had to run errands w mum as she cant seem to get hold me as i am like always busy w projects.. no life.. after facial went for lunch n headed down to chinatown to get some stuff n i also gt my clothes for new year.. so far i only gt 2 new blouses.. one from G2000 and the other frm chinatown those shop houses.. gt this swt blouse. haha.. need to find one more tt is wat mum said. hee.. than came back chong again for project. haha…

wed: Yesterday 3 meetings in a day. Morning had sports fest meetin on the games and than a short meetin on wk 0. All of us gt shoot lah. ha. no choice. well, after tt had environmental meetin at 2pm till 5. Rushed to orchard to meet frenz-jacq, zw after which sm n qb joined us. Was foamin badly on what to get for pressi.. we shop rd n rd n rd… haha.. ha but though its not complete.. we managed to get one first.. hee.. i was so damn tired lah.. haha. went to cineleisure de hong kong cafe i think ( if the name is correct). ate black pepper chicken w milk tea.. guess it was a bad combination.. had a bad tummy upset lah.. till hv to find toilet half way while shopping. haiz.. felt so sick after tt.. did not want to tell frenz.. i was so lertargic n just feel like puking lah. haiz. reached home 11plus coming 12midnite.. so damn tired.. was kinda v dead after mum send email to aunt mag in dallas. after helpin her send the mail, i check my mail n off to lala land.

Thurs- Tdy a break at home but dun seem like. i hv been online since 9 plus in the morning till now. haha.. i am emailing aimlessly.. haha.. tryin to get my work done. i feel so lost now.. haha..

i feel tt i am movin but dun seem like now.. i feel so lost now ah.. mind totally brain dead. hee. i emailed le.. n just realised tdy is a public holiday. guess not many wld reply my mail until tml bah. haha. sry leh shu hui, hope my update for the date due tdy is enough. sry sry. i hope its ok.

ah i feel so helpless lah. H-E-L-P-L-E-S-S!!!!!!!!!!!!!! someone just lend me yr shoulders i just feel like CRYING!!!!!!!!!!! Stonezzzzzzzzzzzzzzz….

i feel sometimes am i helpin out not or just giving trouble.. haiz.. not sure.. i just do my best le. ha.

k, tt’s all for now.. tk care..

am stoning…

am dying..

my batt gg to be FLAT!

Tml another errand day! n 2 parties!!!! haha

cheers

chel

omg.. tired.

Tdy is shopping day again. no choice, have to get pressi… but it was fun.. thks yl for ur advice, tt’s how i managed to settle my pressi.. but now i hv to get 2 more pressi.. i just realised. hee.

Well, while shoppin tdy saw leslie n gene.. haha.. so coincidence. any old how. Hm.. tdy managed to get wat i want. hee.. my nike water bottle!!! haha.. finally. lol.. i know i sound desperate.. haha..

I feel so lost n helpless when my dear fren of my who called me n is hurt by a relationship. think all i can do is give her a listenin ear n hope she will cheer up after some time.. i know its hard. i feel so hurt too. haiz. is loving someone so hard? seriously, being unattached sometimes i do wonder the feelin of being attached. but in some circumstances it seems so great to have ur the other half but at times it seems tt u mite get hurt n betrayed by them. hm.. confused.

anyway, i feel so hopless. am too tired to do anything. i just wanna a break frm everything. but well, guess the word busy will be in my dictionary frm now on. haiz. well, no choice.. hee.

My body just to seem to be dying on me le.. had bad headache in the morning when on the way to sch. thank god when reach was slightly better. now its back again.haiz. think i am allergic to the comp already. haiz. tml is another day.. oh boy, wrapping pressi n stuff, goin to church and also havin a dinner at nite.. party dinner.

i seem to be racing against time. really. but anyway i gtg le. tk care.. till than cya soon…

cheers

chel

Finally its over!!! k was fun!

Hi everyone.. blog has a layer of dust le.. was busy w projects and also coming term test. Its over tdy! Tdy is really a destresser day! Though i hv some bad feeling my term test is not properly done well.. ah.. just pray hard i can mk it lah.

Anyway.. back to tdy, after hpi test, we had a BMS course selection talk. haha. after which we left for katong shopping centre for k. before tt we had lunch. haha.. bought bubble tea n off we went into k n SING!!! haha.. sang many songs n songs tt i not familiar also try to sing.. it was really cool.. sang till 4pm.. 1-4pm. haha.. than we head off to sakae at pw. ate n ate n ate.. though we did not eat as much. haha. well well, it was a nice time hving dinner w my clique. haha. after which yanling was temptedto go bac n we decided to go bac so we book another small rm which is the 3 of us, Ghim, yanling n me. We were super high lah…. esp me. haha. hm..

we sang the songs tt we did not managed to sing previously. haha.. n also additional songs. I sound so horrible tdy. haha.. but sing until now not much voice le.. throat v pain. haha. wrong way of singing le.. haha.. anyway.. had fun lah… guess gt to get back to wrk le. haha. my environmental project and oltc.. i came out w only 2 designs lah.. haiz.. hope its ok. anyway will contact the printing shop soon.

i will try to complete as much as i can. yea. heh.. well well… tdy was really fun.. i was such a lamer tdy. haha.. cracking funny jokes.., esp when yl had this song by Avril Lagvine- When u are gone. i wanted to ask how u sing this song, instead i said " how to sing when u r gone?" haha.. yl took so long time to register it lah.. haha.. damn funny.. haha..

well, anyway.. the hosl are like so packed for me le.. haha.. lotz of things to do.. haha. hm.. guess will be fully booked again.. tml is my grandma anniversary so hv to go pay respect. gt to wake up early. haiz.. another day wld be gone.

pls hv ur hygeine!!! u seem to be gettin old n senile already… being so dirty… the house is contaminated w ur bacteria EVERYWHERE! hearin your voice everynite mks me feel irritated but sometimes i pity u. But its no use lah.. u r just a BORE! heh.. i m just speechless already. haiz. just hv to bare w u.

Well, i guess tt’s all for now..

tk care n catch up soon.

cheers

chel

Tired

dead!

going beyond limits..

Had meeting yest for the debrief on HWL… well, to tell u honestly, i feel so hopeless lah.. just felt tt i did not help much despite the fact i went down for the 3 days except first day had lessons till 5. only went at the end. i really feel i was not of much help.. ah i dun know lah.

Things are piling and am going to hv a tragic "death" lah. haiz.. well, i just sometimes find myself not being me.do not know how to explain lah. sometimes i find myself redundant lah in watever things i do. i feel i m not up to standard. Even though they are senior by years and junior by age.. i feel they are much better than me lah. i feel am so "stupid" in tt sense lah. Haiz.. feel demoralised lah.

Environmental trip is revived again n here i am going to consolidate all tt i found the other time.. well.. feel it is not up to standard lah.. muz go find more le. haiz. not sure.. will consolidate and see how.. haha.. hee. k i guess i shall not go on anymore..

Anyway.. my cell bio n maths stats are down the drain already. maths careless mistake tt made me lose all my marks. n cell bio totally did not revise well enough.. haiz.. blame it on me. haiz.. gt to work extra hard le.. esp hpi on mon.. muz jy ah!! Gambate! haiz.

k i guess tt’s all.. anyway the blood buddy mascot is KAWAII!!!!!!!!! i luv it!!!

mixed feelings

wow.. this wk is healthy lifestyle wk.. every main n sub com is down for duty. haha.. kinda fun lah.. but its very tiring though. haha. everyone jia you k.. am sure we will reach our target… am finding pple but i guess its wrong time.. some in army, or not free.. or just recover frm illness.. haiz.. feel so sry and sad lah. haiz. will look out for more de.. hee..

anyway… quiz is in two days time n am still like bloggin now.. not studying lor.. sad sad.. cant concentrate lah.. dun know wat’s wrong w me.. omg i gt the news chen wei lian coming to  our sch next wk.. n this wk is kelly poon.. haha.. so cool..

but not gg for the chen wei lian mini concert i think.. haha.. no time le.. haha.. anyway.. am super tired n super emo n seem to be pms’in lah.. haiz.. dun know lah.. i feel at a lost at times…i do feel misplaced at times.. am like neither here nor there.. .everyone seem just to be just very superificial frenz.. i really feel kinda misplaced at times, or maybe i think too much. haiz.. not sure its so miserable.. the feelin is v miserable. haiz..

i gt not other words to describe already. my eyes are shuttin already. haiz.. hv not even reach 1.2 of cell bio lor.. k i better get gg.. study le..

BYE HUMANS n FOLKS..

cheers

chel

CCN

I just need someone to lend me a shoulder n i will just cry all i want.. tt sounds really selfish lah.. but.. i cant tk it anymore!

u just mk me dun wanna come home and mk home such a frightenin plc but actually home can be a plc where warmth n luv can be found… its not happenin anymore. it doesnt. dun say tt one do not know how to ecpress but express differently.. but i just feel its not there anymore. i seem to become a stranger to u instead of someone whom i know anymore..

well, well, i just feel i cant be my happy self anymore.. i seem to be wearing a mask all the time.. some see me smiling but deep down i am not who i supposed how pple see me.. i may seem strong to be able to overcome any obstacles.. guess u r wrong. i do learn but certain things i just cant understand lah. its beyond my control already.

another thing.. why did i fall so deep… so silly of me n now am getting myself hurt for wat. get urself into such complicated situations for wat.. since u know the outcome dun get urself hurt! omg. feel i am so silly.. really silly.. its better to be loved than to love? seeing friends w broken relationships.. y get myself in? not as if i m in a relationship but m giving myself a burden lah. haiz.. enough already i guess.. no more nonsense. no mood to blog.

oh btw, had ccn tdy.. was a experience. any way had fun though..

k i gtg le

feelin emo… zzz..

chel