In tears

LTC camp, its over… however through this camp i feel its not an ordinary camp. Well, it was meant to be a camp where one will have their programmes planned carried out and hopefully no hip ups… i am not sayin it should be perfect.. we are all new… inexperience… there sure bound to be mistakes… however the mistakes made… or should i say the tension faced.. was really a great impact to me though i am not the organiser or co.

Seeing all their faces, be it happy or sad, emo or devasted or depressed…  everyone in this camp i am sure had their thoughts to it but just dun know how to express it. How should i say? Seein things happening infront of me, i can feel damn helpless n useless that i broke down again. well, i feel a age gap at times however noting the point that u guys dun mind… i sometimes do doubt but not u guys maybe its myself… yes u mite find me not open enough.. guess that is my nature… however at times i feel that one is feelin down… i dun know how to comfort you guys.. just give a listening ear. well, i dun know does it help but i will just do my best.

Would like to say thks n sry to keep u guys worried during the camp. I did not know u guys were so concern. really. but i am really grateful and appreciate yr concern. Well, would like to say.. We will work tgt as one as show that we can do it! We really can.

Through the camp. …i ponder alot.. be it what i have done… or how is everything, seeing many diff faces i feel dilemma at times… i dun know is it me or what bt yl ever say tt i put too much responsiblity to myself.. tat i made myself so down…

maybe i am too concern and worried abt other pple’s feelings or attitudes towards me tt i sometimes tries my best to not offend anyone. haiz… i dun know.. but i know this yr main com will do a great job…

would like to say… dear main coms, whatever has happened… happened… pls dun think so much or blame oneslef for anyting that had happened. Everyone did well for the LTC camp!

All the best n we shall work as one!!!!

Love u all!!! =)

cheers

chel

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