Blank, Confused, Unheard, Unwanted…

Am having a very heavy heart in me. Am i thinking too much? Hm… well, had week 0 meeting tdy w jason, grace, xx, jordan and janson. Well, came out w the programme flow. However there is a twist to next yr’s orientation. The programme wise there is a change. As told by wallace, we would have to come out w two plan of programme flow. well, it seems tedious, but with our team we had, we will sure mk it through.

I promise i will be the last one to break down for any projects that i am handling now. I shall not show my feelings and be calm n do my job well. I will the “pillar” of everything. I will support my grp and not let them fall. i will only break down at home when no one sees in my room n i will just cry to bed if i really cant tk it. I know those who are reading will think or say crying will not solve the problem. i know. but that is my way of letting out b4 i get things on the right track.

To my wk 0 team: Jason n Grace

We will mk it n plan n mk things happen! i trust both of u and we will mk wk 0 a memorable one.

To my HLP team:

Lets mk HLP a success!!! we are half way through le. Finishing line is nearing. I know there are many hipcups etc.. but we are movin.. but we gt to move fast le.. haha.. proposal is almost up. JYJY.. Would like to say that i am sry if i am not a good org. I will do my best. !! =)

To my ECO team:

Thanks so much for ur understanding. Knowin tt i am holdin 3 projects u guys really did not blame if i cant turn up. i will try to help my best n advise ok!? Tell me if u need anyting! esp to zh n sharon,  u guys have been great. great workin w u guys!

To Gene n Nad ad whole main coms:

Sry for those time that i made u guys worried n mk u wonder how am i alrite. I will stop this nonsense le.. sry as sometimes i cant hold my emotions and will just look damn emo. ha. Thks so much gene for the advice that u have been giving. I know u are having SIP, but u really tk great effort to check on all of us! It has been hard on u! Anyway do tk care ya? To nad, thks for listening to me n encouraging me at times when i feel so hopless and useless… u too do tk care ya? Health is very impt. I do know wat is happenin. Pls tk care of yr health ah! sick go see doc. heh..

Just a note to all Darling Main Coms:

We will work hard as one and mk this year a great yr!!!!! <3 u guys!

Gtg le..

cheers

chel

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