lost…

So sorry i am so so soooooooooooo lazy to blog recently. seriously… been havin headaches on and off. haiz.. feel like as if there is a tumor in my head. ha. i packed my room tdy and it was like so messy lah. durin packin.. my headache came back.. like WTH.. heh.. but still carried on. Guess its the mess that cause my headache bah.. finally its much better now.. heh.. well well.. my title is lost.. well yes i find myself as a lost soul.

Y? i been having many thots on being ________* ha.. guess the word..? well if u think its attached? its wrong! ha. well, anyway, i feel super lost now n also lost in my wk 0 grp. well.. as i found out more things, i feel i am so helpless in the grp le.. everyone seem busy but i am like not doin much le. actually i still hv 2nd thots if i shld go for it. i nv feel so lost b4. seriously.. haiz..

well, my mind is blank now.. TOTALLY BLANK! i just feel DAMN EMO LAH! haiz.. is it coz of tml?. i dun know.. thinkin of wat’s gg to happen tml.. i am scare. i feel hopeless and useless. haiz.. many things tt are lining up for me to do.

i gt a email tdy frm my primary sch best friend n considered sec too but was not close after sec 2. as we streamed into diff class.. my friend Jasmine invited me for her 21st! so touched. ^_^. thks gal.. will turn up but afraid will feel awkward de.. long time no see le and yr friends not all i know. hee.. anyway.. thks gal for rememberin me. haha.. will see ya!

kk.. guess tt’s all folks. i am lazy to blog wat happened durin the wk.. will blog again when i am free.. tk care…

cheers

chel

were u there when i needed u?

i hate this feeling

when are u sayin the truh

to make me smile?

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