black out…

I seem to be MIA’in lah. ha… but anyway… i had a black out tdy in he LIFT!!! can u believe it? i doubt anyone will.. but anw i did. i am lazy to explain. but some of them know what happened le. ha. i totally freak my mum lah. haiz.. feel as if there is something in my brain tt causes me to black out just like tt. haiz..

anw, went AMK hub tdy. Tdy is the only sat which i do not need to go church. As yst was good fri.. tml is easter! hee.. n tdy is holy sat. therefore no mass but easter vigil.. will be attendin tml easter mass instead. hee.. anyway.. hving a dinner tml at AMK area also. ha. well, so sad i will miss my spop. haiz. well well, i feel so sick now. feel my head still spinnn n it hurts a lil.. not sure is it because of the black out this morning.. heh..

kk i am tired le. tk care folks…

guess will nt be bloggin so soon as will be MIA’in again.

will update when i am free bah

cheers

chel

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lost…

So sorry i am so so soooooooooooo lazy to blog recently. seriously… been havin headaches on and off. haiz.. feel like as if there is a tumor in my head. ha. i packed my room tdy and it was like so messy lah. durin packin.. my headache came back.. like WTH.. heh.. but still carried on. Guess its the mess that cause my headache bah.. finally its much better now.. heh.. well well.. my title is lost.. well yes i find myself as a lost soul.

Y? i been having many thots on being ________* ha.. guess the word..? well if u think its attached? its wrong! ha. well, anyway, i feel super lost now n also lost in my wk 0 grp. well.. as i found out more things, i feel i am so helpless in the grp le.. everyone seem busy but i am like not doin much le. actually i still hv 2nd thots if i shld go for it. i nv feel so lost b4. seriously.. haiz..

well, my mind is blank now.. TOTALLY BLANK! i just feel DAMN EMO LAH! haiz.. is it coz of tml?. i dun know.. thinkin of wat’s gg to happen tml.. i am scare. i feel hopeless and useless. haiz.. many things tt are lining up for me to do.

i gt a email tdy frm my primary sch best friend n considered sec too but was not close after sec 2. as we streamed into diff class.. my friend Jasmine invited me for her 21st! so touched. ^_^. thks gal.. will turn up but afraid will feel awkward de.. long time no see le and yr friends not all i know. hee.. anyway.. thks gal for rememberin me. haha.. will see ya!

kk.. guess tt’s all folks. i am lazy to blog wat happened durin the wk.. will blog again when i am free.. tk care…

cheers

chel

were u there when i needed u?

i hate this feeling

when are u sayin the truh

to make me smile?

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What does Rachel means?

What Rachel Means

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You’re always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can’t handle you. You’re very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you’re likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are usually the best at everything … you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you… especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You’re a strong person. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don’t get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

Ha.. its so true.. but the first para, esp the first few words.. dun sound like my personalilty.., haha.. anyway.. hm.. have been doing lots of stuff and more things are comin up..

Plannin for this comin party really is gg to kill me.. i hv not started yet! mum help me! haha.. i hv to hv a list of pple already.. haha.. think some of u know wat i am talkin abt.. those who dun know u will know when time to come.. its still far away..  not intending to say out here.. hehe.. but plannin tks time.. ha… hope the turn out wld be good. anway. my wish list wld be to do super well lah for my exams. ha.. results on the 14th march i think. not sure.. but anyway.. i aim to get a A or even Z for maths.. cell bio a C i would be happy n hpi a B+? haha.. i doubt so. Hm.. but for maths i feel tt my Z will just fly away.. did some careless mistakes as usual. haiz.. maybe an A bah.. muz get.. hehe..

hm.. hvin wk 0 meetin tml.. shucks.. was busy tdy n went to nanny’s plc n did not do much beside finding out the prices of biscuits leh. hehe.. think am i gg to be killed? haiz. well well, i am so tired.. gettin emo as the days come.. its the hols.. but.. many things to think abt n also things tt is happening ard me. haiz.. guess i just hv to bear w it lah. no choice.

yest did some grocery shopping w mum.. and she has yet a  long list of things tt she wants me to do. Guess i will not only be busy w wk 0 stuff.. home stuff will also be stackin up as the hols are here. haha… she has to catch me n do stuff as many as i can b4 sch starts. haha.. b4 i like mia again. haha..

k, that’s all folks.

cheers

chel

i dont know if i do hv feelings for u.

but u r nice.

i ever thot of it..

but.. just having mixed feelings

another u is also there..

but what shall i do?

sigh.

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