Emotional

March 19th, 2007

Hols are here…but… i seem to be dying of boredem… haiz.. well, nvm, am goin out tml.. w two best buddies.. it has been a long time the 3 of us met up.. well, tml plannin to go bowling and eat steamboat.. hee.. yummy… well, last wk has been alrite…

Started to pack my things in my room.. but not much of a diff.. but managed to throw quite a no. of things. i realised i collected lotz of papers!!!!! goodness!!!!! haha :0… hm.. been very short temper recently.. dun know y.. haiz.., feel like having a good cry out….. just get irritated easily lor.. haiz.. everyone in the hse seems to be on my nerves… :( ah.. someone help!!!!!! advice pls!!!!!!! again again.. how i wish tt person is here again.. ms hving the person’s advice… well, guess she is all well and doing fine.. all e best.. haiz..

well, goin bac to sch tml for some gradutaion briefing tml for may and also photo taking.. haha.. well… cant wait to see all my classmates… ms them loads… hee… well…. time flies… really… 2 yrs juz go pass like tt.. it was as if i just came to sch yest, but now i am leaving.. kinda sad.. but will still keep in touch w whoever i know… haha…

k, i guess tt’s all for now.. will blog soon… tk care…

cheers

chel

The Final Leap….

March 7th, 2007

Hi.. so stressful after all these busy times.. preparations for presentations, test, phase test.. it was driving me crazy… now.. having done all that.. am finally left with class test 2… which is this fri…..

Well, had my presentation tdy and it went rather alrite… was a lil nervous and felt tougne tight… really… hm…. it was rather alrite and our group was the first group… being the first.. first impression counts….. thankfully lecturers did not ask much.. but there were a few questions… hee… it seems that being the first group and also the fastest group in a way.. the rest were all longer than expected as i guess the Q&A section was more i guess… hee.. anyway had to stay in sch all e way till the last grp had present their presentation… begin the first group.. waiting for the rest was rather a "tiring" thing.. tried to study but cant absorb… so did not really study but juz sat down and chat w frenz and relax a lil lor…

Hm… seeing all of them waiting for their turn.. i could feel that they are nervous and "excited" in one way or another.. some companies RO came.. but my did not…. hee.. anyway… had 3 markers tdy for my presentation.. ya.. really. was scary.. but it was alrite after tt… hee… well well..

Do not need to go to sch tml… hee.. can tk a longer nap… hee.. studied just now for QC&A.. hee… kinda brain dead le.. hee…

kk.. will update again…

take care

cheers

chel

Its ending…

March 2nd, 2007

Well, time flies.. in a week’s time no more lessons!!!! One more wk to endure.. really.. having phase test on mon and tues and class test 2 on fri.. well wed is presentation.. nervous.. well… well…. 2 yrs juz pass in a blink of an eye.. really…. frenz made and lecturers are really great. hm… cant wait for all test and presentation to be over.. well.. it has been rushing all these while.. since i was bac from attachment.. everything seems to be settled quickly and was on the verge of giving up.. felt so stress.. but thru perserverence and prayer i made it thru so far.. 3 more test and i am done.. really feel very tired inside..

Well applied for poly entry le.. now just have to wait for reply….. hope successful. well.. well… applied for Tp… hm.. another chp of life will begin when i start poly life.. well been thru during my attachment.. hope the environment would be similar… ya.. really.. making new frenz is a challenge for me… been so afraid at times how pple look and think of me.. but will try my best to adapt to the new environment….

Something has been bothering me again.. but.. will know when time comes.. well.. hope its true but.. doubt.. … :( but really wonder was it by God’s grace.. hm.. dad has been coughin and am really disturbed by him at nite during my sleep…. cant really sleep well.. Anyway yest had a bad tummy ache.. till tdy still feel a lil uneasy… but better le… had instant noodles for lunch instead.. no appitite…. hm… well am going to have a treat from gab( ICE CREAMS!!!!) yummy.. and it will be BEN"S n JERRY.. yummy!!! next wk.. hee.. well.. thks.. n congrats u did well for ur As.. told ya u can mk it… have faith man.. ;)

hm… okok.. gtg soon.. gg to some aunt’s hse… tk care.. catch up w u guys soon.. ms everyone.. esp mel and chet(best buddies), jacq, vel, grace, sm… hope to catch up w u guys soon… tk care..

cheers

chel