Wat a wonderful day
Finally!!!! Can put my mind at ease abt my niece prob… hee.. well, tdy is kinda tired bt great. After ac test tdy we had a "beauty peagent" tdy together w yr ones… hee.. kinda fun.
After which had my teachin assistant thingy. Haha… assist in e test. Than went home. Well, than after i reach home, after a while left home with mum. We go out. Went to Downtown East.ate chicken rice and ICE CREAM!!!! ITs BEN"s and JERRY ICE CREAM!!!!! yummy. i chose 3 flavours. Mango lime, berry berry and chocolate chip. Yummy!!! i feel like paradise… lol… hee…
Tml no sch… hee.. all prac cancelled.. hee… can sleep!!! hahaha. Hm… i feel so happy tdy… and btw had breakfast at tm Mac this morning w jac n grace.hee.. well, had big breakfast. lol. Well, i think i caught a flu.. hv been sneezing none stop. lol… either someone is scoldin me or missin me… hahaha.. thick skin.
kk.. i gtg le… will blog soon
~missin u~
cheers
chel
Uncategorized | Comment (0)I HAVE ENOUGH
Why muz u b so selfish…. muz we always listen to u…? i nv seem to hv my own freedom… everything i do seem to be spyed on. o hate it… 19yrs.. i had enough… mayb not tt long bt ever since i shifted bac home-NO PEACE!
Comparision btw olden days n now are so much difference…. can u stop goin bac to e past? y muz u b a MCP!!!!!!! Even mum hv this kind of treatment. i find we are worst than animals… really… i feel so pressurize by him.. really. can u dun bring ur work attitude bac home.. its really irritatin at times… i feel like a prisoner. really. qn till u cant say anyhting le.
hvin a mcp guy in ur hse is really NOT GOOD. i really thk god for givin me e strength to handle him n tolerate his nonsense at times. if not i think i go mad le. the probs at home sometimes drives me nuts. lucky at a pt of time i had a teacher who really advice me… actually 2. Thks for u r advice.. i’ll nv forget… i hv to move on… yes… move on. well, i guess my frens play an impt role too. they too help me move on n not ponder on my past. thks a million… pple like mel, chet, mei,yuan,pat pearline, ml, mw, hilda, jac, vel,etc… u guys really bring colours to my life. hope we can remain frenz forever…
Sorry for those name not mention.. but u guys will be remembered. ya. haiz.. i guess i hv to b strong. lol. bt thks to this prob i had, i learn how to tackle it and not to tk it so seriously. hee. bt at times still cant handle it… still learning. As long he is ard.. the prob will exist i guess..
kk.. lets drop this topic le. nxt wk last wk of test… sain… nth bt study. hols r comin. yeah!!!! kk.. its gettin late… tk care n nitez
cheers
chel
Uncategorized | Comments (2)Goin nuts….
Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger
An endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower
And you its only seed
It’s the soul afraid of dreaming,
That never learns to dance
And the soul afraid of waking,
That never takes the chance
It’s the one, who won’t be taken
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying,
That never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
When you feel that love is only
For the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun’s love
In the spring becomes the rose
Well, started with a poem… hee… juz thot of startin it in a diff way. hee… well, i am so tired… the worst thing is tt i am still havin my cough… once in a while.. WHEN CAN I GET WELL? hee.. sian.. hope to be well soon. haiz… hm… 1 more wk of test… sian… hols are comin soon…. real soon… haiz… hope to be able to hang on. ya. mum not home, dad went to work. now am alone at home bloggin. juz studied abit of my ac… sian… chps 1-9 leh.. sian. am now at chp 3 onli… haiz.. hm… so exhausted.
well, lotz of things happenin soon… havin birthday parties… weddings to attend and of course my sch concert… cant wait… guess my 1st wk and 2nd wk of july is occupied le. sian. hee.. at least can realx a lil. hee..
oh on tues when hvin class w my juniors… they were havin test… so funny some of them.. but cant blame them… guess they are nervous… hee.. i am kinda happy to hear something from my junior class CA. her class say i very good. i did not know i am being like by her class. hee… quite shock lah…
hee.. well, i hope they work hard and paly hard too.. all e best. You guys can do it!!!!! Jia you. sound so thick skin… hee. kk.
well, i guess gtg le.. that’s all for now… tk care and god bless…
cheers
chel
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test test test…….
Juz had my mlp prac and theory test tdy… omg.. dun know can score not… so scare. hm… dun care lah… let god’s will bah… haiz… like e sayin goes "man proposes, god disposes" so i better not have too high hopes bah…
Hm…. hvin test this wed and next wk too.. sian… got to keep studyin… my brain is goin dead… nth bt memorise…. haiz. sian. well, lets not talk abt test le… well, my wk started quite alrite. hm…. juz thinkin of something. guess tt nv come true lor.. haiz.. hm… well, i think i will let nature’s tk its course. hee… phone calls are driving me crazy!!!!! ah!!!! i dun want to ans any calls le.. haiz… nvm.
gosh.. tml hvin my teachin assistant thing… sian.. bt i guess jac they all will accompany me first than go bah… hee… i so thick skin. lol… sorry guys to mk u all stay.. hee… pai seh leh if u guys not eatin than see me eat… shy le. haha… well i wonder how long this will last… haiz… i hope it to end soon bah… hee.
well, durin e july hols mite work… cool… bac to workin life… stress i guess.. bt i think i will get use to it bah… hm. at least can earn some money lor. i am goin to b broke. well, hunting for gifts but guess no time. btw its still a few more mths to go. so i guess i will draw out some time bah. haiz. i guess tt’s all for now… will blog again…
tk care
cheers
chel
Uncategorized | Comments (4)Fun and tiring day….
Hey am bac to blog. Well, my week hv been not too good as i fell sick. Had sore throat, cough and fever. But am better now. Had my BC prac yest and it went quite fine. hope to do well lor. haiz. ok, today is a great day and i really enjoyed.
Had dinner w e four of us. hee.. went to marina sq in one of e seafood resturant. all had fish and chips, seafood soup chowder and desserts. Yuan chose some apple cake.. mel chose tiramisu, he chose a cheese cake and i had chocolate troffle cake.. yummy ;p. we chat and had a great time.. it has been a long time since we met le… after dinner we went separate ways. xx xxxx and yuan went home mel and i went bac to arcade and play. ddr…. hee…
before we met for dinner, we too played at e arcade. hee… we forgot our time and was almost late bt manage to be on time. hee… well, it has been a long time since i went ot e arcade… my ddr skills dropped.. hee… lol.. but still not so bad.. hee… well got time will go play again. lol… that will be a few months time….
well, the day went on fine… my cough came bac again… guess i’ll tk some time to recover again… hee…
that’s all for now… gtg le… tk care
cheers
chel
Uncategorized | Comments (2)y do u leave juz like tt…
Haiz… rec a bad news this morning… my uncle, len has passed on tdy at ard 4am plus… ya.. so sad
well, i hope his family memebers are copin well. I’ll pray for his soul.. dun worry.. Well i hope my forth aunt can cope. hm…. was not really in a mood tdy in sch… but guess no one knows as i did not say. ya… i seem happy in e surface. yup. Funeral this fri.. how i wish i can see him for e last time.. but i cant. he is in aus and i am in s’pore. the last time i saw him was in year 2002.. haiz… uncle len…u will be in my heart and in everyone in my family. we will ms ya. sob sob.
lets drop this topic. ya. well, sch was alrite tdy.. had to tk jab for hep B to check if carrier or not. ouch it was painful but still can tolerate lah.. its like an antz bite. ya. i was pretty scared actually. hee.. hanifah and shu mei stood near me while i had my jab. i dare not see… thks guys for calmin me down. if not i think i will break down le. haha… ;p hm… i m givin such a fake smile. ya. haiz.well, life hv to go on… hm… well tdy is ml b’day.. wished her thru sms… as usual, e final results is negative. hee… well i hope she had a great day. hvin art in sch i supposed. hee.. as usual. spendin her hols w e students, rushin e coursework for art. hee. that’s her life bah.. surrounded w art. haha… but i guess its a great passion. art its amazing actually… lol…
hm… sch has been alrite… but die… i hv been slackin… cant study. cant concentrate lah. die die. hope can maintain. ah.. my As… lol… kk… i guess tt’s all i can blog le.. need to do some research for mlp… bye bye… tk care… ciaoz… i’ll be fine too.. dun wry too much….
cheers
chel
Uncategorized | Comment (0)omg.. so frustrating…
Hey, i am bac again. well, tdy is not a good day for me. I got really pissed off in e lab…. i already cant catch up and pple start askin how to do etc.. not all bt one in my grp made me real angry. i already cant catch up le.AH!!!!!!!!!
SO WAT IF I AM A 4 POINTER!!! I AM NOT SMART BUT JUZ HARDWORKIN. I GET GOOD GRADES THRU MY HARD WORK. I AM SLOW IN ABSORNIN CAN. STOP TREATIN ME LIKE I AM SO SMART. not tt i am tt stupid either. juz hope pple can understand, i am also learnin lor.. dun presume i can always catch up so fast. ya. sorry but this is how i feel at e moment. well, the wk was alrite lah.
Had stiff neck yest when i woke up and slight fever. sian.. too tired le.. am feelin a lil stress too.. i scare cant do well in this sem, how.. how can i maintain… how!!!!! someone pls help me… haiz… well i am juz so so so so so so so exhausted. want a break. I m phsically and mentally tired. help… i need a break. yea.
Well, liane if u are readin this entry.. sorry i did not mean not to reply you but too busy till i forget and i rarely log on to frenster… well, i am fine. wat abt you? hope ur nursin course is goin on fine. do tk care ya.. btw i hv ur email. yea. do read ur blog at times. yea. tk care.
Hm… guess i had likin to a guy which i met up after a long long time. i would not say i like him to an extent but hv a lil feelings. chet and mel would know which guy i am referin to. bt i guess i am not tt rite gal. haha.. i juz hv to wait for my unfound prince… wahahahahahaha… lol.. well, he is a nice guy.. cute lookin though. hee.. guess he is also searchin for someone.. but i know tt some one will not b me.. hee.. lol..
Ml b’day is comin le.. no pressi for her this yr.. haha.. guess will juz sms bah.. but as usual no reply one lah… hey guys tell u something funny…. in e evening tdy a lady suddenly called and said over e phone:" hey girl girl got see ur ah ma on tv… ur ah ma on tv leh… " than i so blur.. the lady kept repeatin… the ironic part is tt i went to e room to see…. and listen to e phone again.. finally i felt tt i do not know this person… than i ask.. " who r u" and the lady replied:"ah yi" than i said " i think u dialled e WRONG NUMBER!!!" hahahaha… haiz… hehehehewahhahahahaha…
kk.. gtg le.. tk care
*missing you*
cheers
chel
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