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May 30th, 2005

I woke up this morning
and knew that today,
The sun would not be shining
and the clouds would be gray.

As I stepped outside,
rain fell upon my head.
My car wouldn’t start
so I walked to school instead.

I forgot all of my assignments
I failed all of my tests.
I dropped my head in disgust
and asked the Lord for one request.

"Lord, why is it that
things won’t go my way?"
He gently replied,
"Dear child it is because
you didn’t thank me yesterday.

I woke you up and enabled
you to see the sun again.
I gave you shelter,
protected your family, and even let
you make a new friend.

I blessed you far
greater than I ever had before.
But you were too busy to thank me once more.
You didn’t feel sick
because I maintained your health.
You had money in your pocket
because I maintained your wealth.

You had shoes on you feet
and clothes to wear, too.
You had plenty of food to eat,
and what did you do?

You ignored me and went
about your tasks.
But when you wanted something
you never hesitated to ask.

I was there when you needed me
and that wasn’t too long ago.
But when things started going your way,
it was me you did not know.

As if that weren’t enough,
I provided your favorite luxuries.
This was something I didn’t have
to do — they weren’t even necessities.

And when it was time to get on your
knees and show your gratitude,
You decided that after such a
fulfilling day, you weren’t in the mood.

So I decided to
give you just a little test.
To show you how it would feel
to stop being blessed."

I began to realize what
the Lord was saying.
And when I got home, I fell
to my knees and started praying.

He said, "My child, you have
learned and you know I do forgive.
But remember to remember this day
as long as you shall live.

I love filling your life with joy,
and your pain I’ll alleviate it.
But just a simple thank you
would show how much you appreciate it."

Bleah

May 28th, 2005

Few days nv blog le.. Well, been feelin a lil sad these days.. dad gt angry coz of work n flare it at me.. yaya.. sickening… sigh. Well, been tight w my sechedule… work has been really stress… bt still manageable.

Went for sch mass yest.. celebrant was Archbishop Nicholas Chia n few other priests.. n a brother. His homly was meaningful.. he said abt the "Pencil Parable".. u r the word… go n spread the word of God…. leave a mark behind.. where pple can remember u for the things tt u hv done.. Well… saw ms wee, mr pang, ms l. tan, her.. mrs leong.. etc.. well, after mass.. left to pw to meet chet.. to go watch movie.. Went to plaza sing to watch Monster-in-law… funny show.. haha.. enjoyed it.. lol… after tt went for lunch.. late lunch..

After lunch.. saw pat again… went mass w her, pearline, miri, n… forgt the other gal name… (oops.. haha)… than left to suntec to play arcade.. had fun bt played till i feel so exhausted… hahahaha…. OH NO!!! M still crackin my brains.. on wat to get for her on her b’day!!! nono.. how.. i think mayb a cd.. or a shirt again.. haha.. no idea.. sigh…

Finally went hm for dinner.. ah need to go bac sch collect "O" level cert.. die gt to choose a day. to tk half day leave.. hm.. mayb.. 1st june.. sigh.. after site sure very tired le.. haha.. :) kk.. well, mp juz msg me today.. askin how m i n blah blah blah… hm.. guess he is concern bah…. nv reply him le.. kk.. gt nth to pen down le.. nitez…

chel

disappointed

May 22nd, 2005

Hi… few days nv blog.. been busy n nt well. Well, today my neice n nephew came.. ah!!!!! worn out by them.. hm.. had fun though.. hm.. dun feel gd these days.Ah!!! her b’day comin.. dun know wat to get.. i think i get her a cd lah.. muz go look out le.. haiz.. yesterday went for family day.. had fun. Went to look for mrs koh for EMDD tickets!!! we finally gt it.. how sweet of her to help us.. thks alot!! hehe. (",)

Family day was great as get to see all my teachers bt did nt really had time to chat w them as they were busy… we juz had a quick catch up n said bye.. it was mainly hi’s n bye’s… yup.. well, caught a glismp of her.. ya.. did nt say hi.. well feel a lil sad though.. hm.. well, guess the nxt chance wld b this fri or her b’day lor… hm… had a short chat w ms wee.. yup yup…. mrs tan(pri sch teacher) was also busy.. yaya.. so juz said hi to her.. mrs lay was even worst.. busy till she gt headache.. coz of the music blastin at her.. bt her stall oso near the music corner.. yup yup.. poorthing.. hm.. m very happy tt EMDD tickets we finally gt it… ah.. cant wait man.. hahaha.

Guess yuan had a great time at mr pang’s stall… he gt hit by the ball.. directly at his head!!!! hahaha.. i sound so mean….. haha.. better nt type.. wait she read i die.. hahaha…. kkk.. m sick bt boss wants me to go bac work if possible… ya.. sigh.. i hope to get well if nt cant go work.. hahahaah.. wat a joke.. nvm.. kk.. gtg now.. m tired.. *yawns* O_o tired… tk care..

~chel~

drained out…….

May 10th, 2005

It has been days my blog is updated… well.. been on site these days… quite tiring..hehe. Well, today alvin quite cute n lame.. he is a nice guy… bt haiz… he has a gf liao.. hm.. onli can quietly admire him lor.. haha… well, he is one of the few guys tt i can joke n laugh w… haha.. i normally very shy.. hehe.. well, can get along well lor.. guess mel muz b disappointed coz cant match me w him.. hahaha… kk… m gettin crazy.. lol.. well, i m so so so so so tired.. mm.. mtin him at 7am at parco again for work tml.. haha.. well.. i think i gt nth else to say liao… kk.. gtg liao.. tk care…

~chel~ :)

oh gosh… m so tired by work…

May 5th, 2005

Ello, few days nv update blog.. hm..been busy w work n stressed up by boss. haiz.. well, guess wrokin life is like tt, muz get use to it  lor.. Feeling very tired. Hm.. few days bac gt my pay.. haha… so happy.. well.. muz save up liao.. march pay stil left abt half.. k lah… nv spend much. mm… so busy till dun hv time for myself… feel so sick these days.. jess seems very stressed up these days. ya. haiz, she stressed we oso stressed. mm.. so angry w one person at work one day.. juz coz i look young does nt mean i m nt experience lor…. ah!!!! nv judge the bk by its cover!!! so irritating. hate pple who r lilke tt. ya.. hm.. collectin recipe bk frm mw later.. haha.. so tirede liao.. dun feel like leaving hse.. haha.. later muz go draw $ liao.. :) well, mon still gt to work.. sigh.. this whole wk n nxt whole wk work.. so tiring… no break man.. its like to stressful… bt nvm… will try to tolerate.. n juz wrok.. as long i do my best.. i guess its alrite.. ya… kk.. m tired.. gtg now… bye!

~chel~